Until today, the biggest decision seventeen-year-old Mia has faced is whether to go to Juilliard to study music or stay at home with her family and boyfriend. Now she has an even more important choice to make: a choice between life and death.
It’s been snowing outside and school has closed for the day. Mia, her parents and her younger brother Teddy decide to take advantage of the unexpected day off to visit friends. They pile into the car, laughing, joking and arguing about which music to listen to, like any other family going on a drive. The next thing Mia knows, she’s standing in a ditch looking down at the wreckage of their car. At first she thinks she’s survived unscathed, but then she discovers her own body, unconscious on the ground…
If I Stay follows Mia as she watches herself lying in a coma in a hospital bed and witnesses the reactions of her friends and family as they sit outside her room, waiting for news. In a series of flashbacks, we learn what Mia’s life was like before the accident and why she’s finding it so difficult to decide whether she wants to live or die.
I don’t read many YA novels anymore (I think this might even be the first one I’ve reviewed here) but I probably should, because it means I’m missing out on great books like this one. Although If I Stay may sound like a dark and depressing book, it’s actually not. It’s a story about the importance of love and friendship and is a book that can be enjoyed by both adults and teens.
One of the reasons I enjoyed this book so much was because Mia was a character I really cared about. She seemed a genuinely nice person, the type of girl I would have liked to have been friends with at school. She does have some insecurities – she loves playing the cello and listening to classical music for example, and worries that she’s too incompatible with Adam, her rock musician boyfriend – and these are explored throughout the book. I liked the way the musical aspect of the book was handled to show how people from different musical backgrounds are able to respect each other’s tastes and how music can form a bond between them. At the end of the book Gayle Forman gives us her reasons for choosing the various songs that are mentioned in the story, which I thought was a nice idea.
There was one part of the book that I thought was unrealistic – a scene where Adam’s punk rocker friends descend on the hospital – but apart from that, I really enjoyed If I Stay. It’s a very moving and emotional read and I was kept guessing what Mia’s decision would be until the final page.
I received a review copy of this book from Transworld Publishers as part of their Summer Reading Challenge.
8 thoughts on “Summer Reading Challenge: If I Stay by Gayle Forman”
I’ve heard really good things about this book and your review just solidified that I should read it. I’ll check it out from my school library tomorrow when I go to work!
I hope you enjoy it – I’ll look forward to reading your thoughts on it!
I didn’t enjoy this as much as you did. I actually felt the book was a bit unrealistic in its portrayal of family and friends relations in that they were all so smooth. Like you, I did enjoy the explanation of the music choices.
I’m sorry you didn’t enjoy it as much as I did. I agree it was a bit unrealistic the way the relationships were so perfect, but that didn’t really bother me. I hope you enjoy your next Transworld challenge book more than this one!
This sounds quite interesting especially with the music choices and explanations. Music is so influential.
Yes, I really enjoyed the music theme. It was interesting to read Forman’s notes at the back of the book.
I need to get round to reading this (I’ve been saying this to myself for a few months…) I’d not read about the musical aspect before though. Now I’m even more interested!
I hope you enjoy it too when you get round to reading it, Charlie!